Mommy, Is That a Boy or a Girl?

So, I get this question sometimes, like today, as my husband and I were leaving our local diner. A little kid waiting in line with its (I didn’t notice if it was a boy or girl, ironically) mother to use the toilet asked the mom about my gender just as I exited out the back door. I just laughed – I’m never offended by the question when it comes from a child. They’re working out their world and it’s not the first time that I’ve been asked by a child in the 4-8 age range where I fall on the gender spectrum. I almost went back in to have a conversation with the kid, but it is hot and I really wanted to go home. Maybe I should have gone back in because on the way home I started thinking about the incident.

Had the child never seen a woman with short hair? I once asked a friend if I really read that “masculine” and that friend said ‘you’re clipped, to the point, and assertive. In this culture, yes.” And we both agreed that was utterly pathetic because really, what is it teaching women but to be soft, pliant, indecisive, and stupid? I should mention that I purposely tend to reign in my body language when I’m out and about – if I don’t curb it, if I just allow myself to walk and move naturally, I find that women often become frightened. I move with strength and purpose (and find myself incredibly annoyed by those who don’t. figure out what you’re doing and where you’re going and do it or get the fuck out of the way). It really brings home the message of weakness and compliance that young girls are taught in this country. My friend went on to say, “you want to know what most people expect of women look at fox news.” I almost barfed. I am too fucking intelligent to behave that way. Sorry, folks, just can’t dumb myself down enough. How unfeminine of me, I know. *sarcasm*

Another friend of mine came over after breakfast – he is doing a bit of a repair job for me at my house—and when I told him what happened he made an offhand comment that he wondered if I’d start seeing more of this questioning as people get crazier and crazier over bathrooms and gender. I told him I already have. While no one has yet approached or harassed me, I’ve been given the definite stink eye by a couple of older gentlemen when I used the ladies room at a local art exhibit. I find myself more aware of those around me when I’m going to the toilet (and I have OAB – I go to the toilet a lot so I have quite a bit of time to contemplate the bathroom insanity in this country). It’s not lost on me that not only are those bathroom laws transphobic, but they also force feminization on women, a very particular 1950s brand presentation. It’s utter bullshit. (And let me tell you, the first person to accost me for using the ladies room is going to get the crudest, grossest, rudest response I can muster – and they’d better hope I’m not menstruating at the time—such bigotry deserves no less and I can be amazingly crude when the situation calls for it).

I have been accosted in the past because people have assumed I was gay. The most egregious occasion occurred in Europe. I was walking arm in arm with my mother. We both have short hair and apparently that’s all that’s needed for a certain type of small-minded bigot to make assumptions. We were nearly attacked. I stood my ground against the three attackers while my mother went to get the police and fortunately they backed down but it was very close and I never again went out with her without keeping one eye peeled for potential violence. That changed the way that I look at all of this.

These bathroom laws are about forcing a specific gender compliance, nothing more. It’s not only trans folk who are being harassed, but there have also been cases of women with short hair (longer than mine, I might add), and cancer patients having been harassed too. This is about forcing men and women to dress and comport themselves in a certain way, a way that the fundamentalist Christian right finds appropriate. Well, fuck them. THEY are the problem, not trans people who need to pee.

We have radical Islamic terrorists shooting up gay clubs, imams preaching that to kill LGBTQ people is the “compassionate choice” (I wish I could find the podcast where I learned about this…it happened at a mosque 45 mins outside of Orlando), we have Republicans making laws ostensibly to protect the children…unless those children are gay or trans or bi (or poor, or African-American, or, or, or…). We’re no longer the ‘land of the free and home of the brave,” instead we’re the land of ignorant, small-minded, frightened bigots and we should be better than that. Maybe we should grow up as a country and stop using “the children” as an excuse for our bigotry. In the meantime, this heterosexual cis-gendered woman stands gladly with the LGBTQ community.

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About ganglerisgrove

Free-range tribalist Heathen, Galina Krasskova, has been a priest of Odin and Loki since the early nineties. Originally ordained in the Fellowship of Isis in 1995, Ms. Krasskova also attended the oldest interfaith seminary in the U.S.- the New Seminary where she was ordained in 2000 and where she later worked as Dean of Second Year Students for the Academic year of 2011-2012. She has even given the opening prayer at the United Nations Conference “Women and Indigeny”. Beyond this, she took vows as a Heathen gythia in 1996 and again in 2004, She is the head of Comitatus pilae cruentae and a member of the Starry Bull tradition. She has been a member of numerous groups through the years including the American Academy of Religion. She has also served previously as a state government contracted expert on the Asatru faith, and been a regular contributor to various print and online publications geared towards modern pagans and polytheists, and for a time had her own radio program: Wyrd Ways Radio Live. Ms. Krasskova holds diplomas from The New Seminary (2000), a B.A. in Cultural Studies with a concentration in Religious Studies from Empire State College (2007), and an M.A. in Religious Studies from New York University (2009). She has completed extensive graduate coursework in Classics (2010-2016) and is pursuing a Masters in Medieval Studies at Fordham University (expected graduation 2019) with the intention of eventually doing a PhD in theology. She has also been teaching University classes in Greek and Latin. As part of her academic career Ms. Krasskova has written a number of academic articles, and also presented at various academic conferences including Harvard University, Claremont University, Fordham University, Ohio State University, Western Michigan University, Villanova University, and the City University of New York. An experienced diviner and ordeal master, her primary interest is in devotional work and the reconstruction of Northern Tradition shamanism. Her very first book, The Whisperings of Woden was the landmark first devotional text to be written in modern Heathenry. Ms. Krasskova has a variety of published books available running the gamut from introductory texts on the Northern Tradition, as well as books on shamanism, runes, prayer, and devotional practices. She is also the managing editor of “Walking the Worlds,” a peer-reviewed academic style journal focusing on contemporary polytheism and spirit work and the first journal of polytheology. While very busy with teaching and school, she does also occasionally lecture around the country on topics of interest to contemporary Heathenry and polytheisms. A passionate supporter of the arts Ms. Krasskova enjoys going to the opera, theater, and ballet. Her affection for the arts began early as she discovered dance, which she pursued professionally becoming a ballet dancer: first with a regional company in Maryland, then in New York City. After suffering career ending injuries, she would find new forms of expression in the visual arts. For a few years Ms. Krasskova co-owned an art gallery in the Hudson River Valley of New York, and over a course of numerous years she has studied a multitude of art mediums: glassblowing, watercolor, acrylic, photography and more! She is now an avid collage artist, acrylic painter and watercolorist and has even enjoyed placement in international artist-in-residencies programs in New York, New Mexico, and Poland. Her work has been exhibited globally from New York to Paris. She has taken her passion for the arts and polytheistic devotion, to create the Prayer Card Project. Since so much religious iconography has been destroyed, or defaced in the course of human history, she is actively making new religious prayers and iconography available to the various modern polytheistic communities to support those who are building their religious communities, building their devotional practices, and hungering for art that represents their religious faith. All while also supporting the artists within these burgeoning communities.

Posted on June 26, 2016, in community, Misc., Uncategorized and tagged , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 11 Comments.

  1. Oh Gods, the bathroom issue 😒

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  2. How strange–you’ve never read as masculine to me. Then again, I come from a family of women who speak assertively, whose tone of voice and body language are much like yours, so no matter the length of the hair I don’t have trouble reading it.

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  3. I’ve been thrown out of stores for using the bathroom that matches my genitalia. I’ve made some ugly scenes on the way out, too. It’s real.

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  4. Richard Norris

    I’m wondering how long its going to be before someone reasonably flips out and just wags their genitals in public after an incident like that. “Here, you FUCK, do you approve of THIS? DOES THIS MEET THE SPECS AND REQUIREMENTS?” Sometimes “indecency” is the response to actual indecency.

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  5. Hear, hear…

    It amazes me that people were talking about how trans folks might accost others in public restrooms, and yet when the massacre happened at Pulse in Orlando, it was the shooter who went into the bathrooms and was attacking the people–no matter what gender they were–who went in there for safety and was holding them hostage…and yet, some people still believe, after that incident, that it’s not safe for trans people to be using public restrooms.

    One of the things that most gets on my case about this is that there is a very easy solution to this, if it makes the cis hets feel better about it: have a women’s restroom, a men’s, and also a disabled/all genders restroom, so that people who (in the cis het’s viewpoint) “aren’t sure” can use one that is single-occupancy and won’t be a cause for trouble to anyone else…and yet, many places refuse to put in another such restroom because, apparently, there are only two choices, and they get to tell people which one they can reasonably make. Such bullshit…

    Since all this began, there have been many more non-trans and non-queer folks accosted for using the restrooms they are “supposed to” than anything, which ought to be getting more people on our side of this issue. We can hope…but in a country that is as dumb as this one is, who can say?

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  6. On the one hand, I believe that women should be taught to be strong, smart and independent, on the other hand I find Third Wave Feminism to be evil. A man simply saying “Hello” to you on the street is not “Rape Culture.”

    Also please do not get me started on the Pulse incident. The whole thing has me boiling mad. Christians go shooting off their mouths and the LGBT Community froths at the mouth and launches protests. Yet A MUSLIM murders fifty people and injures another fifty more, and there is NO OUTRAGE towards Muslims. No protests at the Mosques at all! Only Christians are evil to them because of what they SAY!

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  7. I was shy when I was a little girl. I still am in one sense or another. I have to remind myself consciously to be out-going. I can also seem to be very aggressive. (Now you know why I have established cultus with Sekhmet. Flatten North Korea — yesterday!) Yet, I also do not follow the helmet-haired mob even as a het/cis. I have long, grey hair. Stereotypes are to be trod under our feet.

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  8. I will never understand why hair length has ANYTHING to do with whether a person is considered masculine or feminine. I’m a long haired man living in the South, and some of the dirty looks and comments I get from older people and rednecks are disgusting. Because I wear my hair long, they assume I’m either gay or (this one always makes me laugh) “confused”. The truth is, I’m just a guy who likes Heavy Metal music.

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